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hello, little buns! it is stef, welcome back to my home! it has been at least a month, if not like two, if not like a long ass time, since we've done a q&a, and i think it's about time we did a q&a, because you guys have a lot of questions, a lot of new questions, mostly because it's been so damn long, but i wanna answer those for you, so we're gonna do a q&a. if you don't know already, i get my questions from instagram, so i'll post a photo, ask you for questions, and i'll take them from there. i've gone through the post, and i've selected a number of questions that i'm going to answer for you. and we're just gonna learn cool things! it's gonna be a great time!

question number 1 is from instagram user jfo3176: "super important question: who are your fave game of thrones characters?" i love brienne of tarth, a lot, in a number of ways. i'm obsessed with her. brienne of tarth is a great character. she's not the "strong female character" where a lot of people write them to just be one-dimensional, like, [grunting] "i'm not feminine!" she's, like, well-rounded, and i love that about her; she's really interesting. great actor, amazing character. instagram user kawaii_anime_addict asks, "what's your favorite class on world of warcraft?"

i have played a rogue since- [text tone] 2006? like 10 years i've played a rogue. rogue is my favorite class, hands down. always will be. i also love playing a protection paladin, but they're very close, very close loves of mine. instagram user skellingtonhatter: "what are you most excited for in september?" girl, you know, you know i'm excited for pumpkin spice lattes. when i reopen my p.o. box, which will be this month, i hope and i pray that i will receive starbucks gift cards in there, because i am ready for those pumpkin spice lattes,

and i don't want it to destroy my credit card, you know what i mean? instagram user assmodeuz, i hope i'm pronouncing that properly, "assmodeuz": "what was your first youtube video about?" so i actually started youtube in high school, in 9th grade, when i was like 13, 12 or 13, even. my first youtube video was actually a makeup tutorial for lady gaga's "paparazzi" makeup, where she has the small, black lips, and like the yellow eye shadow and stuff, and like the really big lashes, i loved that look! i didn't put false lashes on, but i did the rest. it was terrible. i said "um" like every two words, and like the lighting was bad. it was in front of my mirror on a point-and-shoot, so i could see the back of the point-and-shoot and see what i looked like.

it was a bad time. it was a really, really bad operation, but like it made me feel good. and from there, i continued to make videos for a few years in high school, until i got death threats, locally, in my home town, and my mom was concerned, and i was concerned, 'cause i knew who it was; they knew me personally, they knew where i lived, so i took down all the videos, and then i started again a year ago. a year and a half ago. february of last year. instagram user iskaendra: "any advice for a trans girl entering a relationship with a guy for the first time?" so men have this social pressure to be masculine, to... fit all these needs. similar to how women are pressured socially to look a certain way or behave a certain way, men have that as well, in a different way.

so if this man is a victim of toxic masculinity, and will not go anywhere with you in public, will not show affection to you, will not, you know, respond to your feelings and emotions, and is generally treating you like a piece of meat or like a fetish, get rid of him! if he's not doing those things, you're good. enjoy! get that d*ck, girl. get it. instagram user sky.kelley: "what or who inspired you to finally accept your true self and start your transition?" when i realized i was trans, i had enough background and knowledge on other trans people to know that

if i did not accept this and transition, i was going to... not live very long. so i just- i just knew that it's what i had to do, and i just did it. and i knew it was- i just knew. there was no question in my mind that this was not what i was supposed to do. so it was not- it was not hard for me to accept myself, but i also knew that my parents would be accepting, i knew that my friends would be okay, i knew my employment would not be compromised. so i'm- i was in a very privileged situation compared to a lot of other people who are questioning if this is the right decision for them. however, there were people, like i said, people that i knew from youtube, or from other places that i knew, enough to know that this is what i had to do.

and those people were people like princessjoules, julie vu here on youtube; maya, another canadian toronto youtuber; gigi gorgeous, of course, was like the first interaction i had with a trans person, so i really credit her for being so visible, as one of the first trans people to be, you know, so visible on youtube; nicki pilawa, i don't know where she's from, but she's fantastic. she had breast augmentation pretty recently. they look fantastic, good job, girl! i watched her before i started transitioning as like comfort. nikita dragun, i think, started after me, but i watch her now, just to sort of, you know, i'm comfortable with her, you know, it's fun.

elle bradford has helped me a lot, personally. she has guided me a lot. i think of her a bit as a mentor. she's been very kind in that way. instagram user "rasmuspihtsalmi." i am so sorry for butchering your name. "what do you think about britney's new album 'glory?'" i honestly wasn't that impressed. i know that sh- like.. it's not- i feel like, when it comes to artists, it's not my place to say, "oh, this is her bad work," or, "this is her good work," because artists obviously have- [text tone] excuse me. -attachment to all of their work. so i'm not gonna say like, "it was bad," but i wasn't that interested.

you know, i felt like what they tried to do with the direction of the music, where they kind of layered things kind of off a little bit, like they kind of, i don't know. they tried to do something different with pop music, and i appreciate that, but it didn't do anything for me. except for "make me." that song is like a killer. i love that song. instagram user _emily.thorn_: "you've never shown us the bread mobile! what kind of car do you drive?" i actually don't drive. i knew i was moving to toronto when i was 17, i knew there was public transit, and i knew i was not going to drive here. i also knew car insurance would be a super pain in the ass. i knew parking spots would cost me a fortune. so i was like, "there's no point." [text tone] wow, what is happening?

instagram user... oh, rasmuspihtsalmi again! i'm so sorry for your name. i'm so sorry, i'm such a terrible woman. "who is your favorite artist at the moment?" um... i've been loving this guy on spotify. he's everywhere, obviously, but i found him on my spotify discover playlist. uh, jon... bellion. jon bellion, he's so good! it's incredible. okay. his album art, first, is what drew me to it. it's all very, like, illustrated, and artistic, and beautiful colors. and then i listened to the music, and i'm like... [moans] it's so interesting and different, and there's so many different kind of sounds in there, and it's so, ooh, it's so new and fresh. it's so fresh and refreshing and i love it!

his debut album, i believe it's his debut album, is called "the human condition." it's a great album. if you want to listen to specific tracks, um, "carry your throne" wasn't on "the human condition," but it's an amazing song. "all time low" is his new single that's like been doing really well; it's what i heard first. "80's films" i loved. "woke the f*ck up" was a great song. so just look him up on spotify or wherever, "jon bellion," you will not be disappointed. instagram user jfo3176, did i answer one of your questions earlier, jfo? hello again. "so lady gaga huh what's up?" [gasp] [high pitched] i know!

i know! i know. "perfect illusion" is coming tonight! like, i'm recording this on the night of the 8th, okay? and i know it's coming out at like 11pm est. i probably won't be at home, i don't know. i'm really excited. i ca- i'm so pumped. oh my god. i have not had music from her since "artpop," right? and "artpop" was a great album. a lot of people shit on it, i thought it was great. i love gaga so much! when i was a wee babe, kay, when i was a little baby, when i was 12, kay? i was really self-conscious, shy, like self-loathing, everything. i had the full rigmarole of insecurities.

gaga came out with "just dance," and my whole life changed, i don't know. i saw the "paparazzi" performance, 2009 on the vmas, up until then, i had convinced myself that pop music was vapid, and "for girls," 'cause i was a boy back then. i actually would listen to "t.a.t.u." um, "malchik gay" with my headphones in, because i didn't want anyone to hear. i listened to it minimum volume with my headphones in, 'cause i thought if anybody heard me they would think i was gay! like, obviously, i don't give a f*ck. i'm super gay. hi! gaga, on the vmas, changed my mind. i was like, "wow, pop music is amazing! it's interesting, it's deep, it's got so many layers. this performance is incredible! her voice is incredible!" and then i spiraled into little-monster-dom. and from- from that moment, from "the fame" up until "artpop,"

i pretty much knew where she was, all the time, what country, what she was doing, what interview she'd just done, i knew everything that she was doing. and then after "artpop" kind of... settled down. that became the time for me to sort of learn about myself, and transform myself. and now she's coming back with more music, and more art, and i'm like, "i'm not ready," because i feel like we kind of, like... [sigh] i feel like... people, with their favorite artists, kind of synchronize. i feel like they go through similar things in their life, because they're listening to this music, and it's affecting them in a similar way to the artist. i don't know, there's a lot that i can say about artist and viewer relationships, but i'm just really excited for her new music 'cause i feel like it's gonna allow me to open a new chapter in my life, you know what i mean? instagram user charlie.ghost_: "kind of an awkward mtf question, but do you have any tips for tucking,

or suggestions for underwear that would be comfortable and /or help with tucking?" so i've tried to record a tucking video before, but i've always felt like it didn't come across properly, or i wasn't able to demonstrate things properly. so... i'm still working on a way communicate that in a good fashion. so, i know i watched princessjoules's video on tucking, that's how i kind of learned and taught myself. i've got my own tricks now, but i would recommend to you, in terms of underwear, okay? i would say don't wear like lacy, abrasive fabrics directly on your tuck, okay? i would say- what i do is, i- if i know i'm gonna be out of the house for more than like 30 minutes, for more than like an hour, right? if i'm gonna be going somewhere, i have gaffs that i'll use.

gaffs are actually used in like ballet and theatre and stuff, to tuck, for male performers to hide (well, not male, i guess anyone with a penis, right?) to conceal their genitalia, so it's not awkward in like tights and stuff where you can see a bulge. super comfortable, they're usually made of some kind of soft fabric. i put that on first, and then i'll put underwear on top of it. sometimes two or three layers, just to make sure everything's in place and not gonna move. if i am wearing like a bathing suit, or something where my butt is gonna be visible, tight shorts or anything like that, i'll use my gaff and then i'll put like two thongs on top of it, so i don't have like that butt thing where you can see the layer of underwear. but also, i know it's gonna be secure. so don't be afraid of wearing things that are small, as long as you have a gaff with it, i think you're gonna be okay. definitely look up "gaffs." you can find them online. you're not gonna find them in like a lingerie store.

maybe a theatre store, but i would go online. that's where i got mine, they were like inexpensive. you don't have to get them looking cute because you're gonna put things on top of them, okay? that's my recommendation. instagram user 666.kyle.666... you be god, kyle. you be good. "who will care for you on your recovery of ffs?" my parents are actually coming with me to boston, to undergo the surgery. and then, of course, my mother and the nurse will be there for the week that i'm in boston, then when i come home, both of my parents will be taking care of me again.

in my hometown, probably for a couple of weeks, and then when i can look like a human again, i'll come back to toronto, and, you know, live my normal life! it'll be great. instagram user ohmyisabel: "what was the craziest outfit you wore in high school?" ohmyisabel... oh my... i don't think i can actually communicate how ins...atiable my desire to look like an alien was in high school. i would... kind of alienate myself on purpose, as a defence mechanism to like have control over the alienation, right? people would make fun of me, so i would make myself even weirder, so that i was like, "it's on purpose, you can't hurt me with it," you know what i mean? so i wore some pretty weird stuff in high school.

i would wear like dress shirts with like a leather harness on top, like one you get at a kink store, for kink people, also known as "keople." i would wear, like you know those "lady gaga shoes," they're not lady gaga shoes, but like she wore them a lot, right? where it's heel-less, and then it has a platform that comes in like this, like a hoof? i wore those almost every single day for like two years, seven inches high. i wore some weird stuff. my makeup was ridiculous. i cannot wait; i'm gonna do one of those "what my makeup was like in high school" videos or whatever, because it will be the most ridiculous one by far on this whole website. and i'm not even on- i'm not even like- i'm not even slightly worried that that statement will be false, because i know it will be.

instagram user life_of_the_peanut: "are you excited for the skyrim remastered game coming soon?" yes! i have like four or five hundred hours logged on that on my steam account. and i know some people are gonna be like, "i have six hundred!" but like... ...they didn't ask you, they asked me... okay? anyway, i'm really excited for the remastered, because i keep wanting to go back to play it, but then i get in and i'm like, "wow, this looks kinda bad." and like, i don't wanna download like 50,000 shaders and add-ons and shit just to make it look good, so- like, it doesn't look terrible, by all means, skyrim still looks great, but like it's gonna look even better, okay?

and i'm so excited. instagram user rvcklessmind: "gaming channel, gaming channel, gaming channel? and opinion on legion?!" you're really hype, you're really, you're really passionate. i have a gaming channel! where you been?! i guess i haven't really been very clear about it. it's called wafer brew. i'm doing it in combination with my friend anand / upb3at / brew, right? i'm wafer. uh... anand: [offscreen; voice cracking] i'm brew! [loud coughing] anand: [stammering]stef: he's sick. he's sick! but- there's a link in the description box, um, you can go check it out!

we're playing mostly horror/mystery games. so far we've played a nancy drew game and "outlast," and we're moving on now to "murdered: soul suspect." it's gonna be really cool, come hang out with us on the gaming channel, have a cup of coffee, have some wafers, we'll hang out! also, opinion on legion, it's amazing, it's great! they sold 3.3 million copies in 24 hours, that's without preorders, hella amazing. instagram user chelbug901: "if you could turn physically into a woman overnight, would you, or are you enjoying the journey of transitioning?" so i need to say something about this question: it came from a good place, the intent is fine, okay? so i'm not like mad at you, girl. don't worry.

but i am physically a woman, 100%, whether i've had surgeries, or hormones, or anything, anyway, out of the virtue of being a woman, okay? so a transwoman can have a penis, and like no breasts, or like tiny little boobies, and like, some stubble, she's still physically a woman, okay? there are physically women that have stubble, and small breasts. like cis-women. and they might not have a penis, but like, that's the same thing as like, no breasts or stubble, like, what- what makes it more masculine than stubble or no breasts? like there's so many women that have like pcos and stuff that have similar problems to transwomen, and they're still women, there's no questions asked.

so like, i would still be a woman if i didn't get anything done. to answer your question, if i could just go overnight and look exactly how i wanted to, okay yes, i would. i'm not necessarily enjoying the journey of transitioning, and i'm enjoying sharing it with you, i'm glad that having this adventure has allowed me to make a career, which is incredible. like, i'm very happy about that. i would just go to sleep and wake up with all my surgeries done and pay no money, that would be fantastic, yes. but it would not make me any more of a woman than i am now, okay? instagram user erica.hickman: "have you ever played mortal kombat? if so you do you enjoy it?" i love mortal kombat. my brother and i would always play it, like "deception," "mortal kombat: deception" on the xbox.

i think it wasn't even 360. and i always played jade. jade, mileena, or kitana. and i remember in second grade, i actually made those paper fans. you know, you can make paper fans by folding them. and like i was in the class, second grade, little boy, okay? and i had the fans, and i was like, [wooshing noises] and then i realized that everybody was like stopping what they were doing and looking at me, and i was really embarrassed. but like, i used to love doing the fans things, i loved it. loved it! but jade is my favorite, in terms of her fighting style, and also she looks cool, so f*ck you.

instagram user tinylunasolis: "do you believe in astrology?" i believe in a great number of things, tinylun- tinylunasolis, tinylunasolis! that's all! that's all the questions we had time for, but it's been so fun hanging out with you, i love you so much! if you have more questions, and you wanna have your question answered in the next q&a video, make sure you follow me on instagram, the information is below! and then the next time i post a qu- like a thing asking you for questions, you know what i mean? you can get in on that sh*t, you can get in on this party.

okay? rock and roll. until next time, know that you are incredible, you are so powerful, you are so strong! you're shao kahn from "mortal kombat," that's what we're gonna go with. you're like this- the most powerful and buff guy, from the original games. whatever, i don't care. i love you so much, bye! [kisses]